I’d had to write about this, because I’ll be a little gone, for I have to study as much as I can, between today and May 10th. Due to this inconvenience, I’ll leave here tons of things so you can catch up, laugh a little, and not missing me. “I’ll be back” --> Terminator
MMmmhh, today I’m thinking on my life, and how it got reflected on my blogs. Seeing my cellphone, I have too many bookmarks on the navigator menu, which they are most links to the other blogs I read. And I also have two more Feed readers, the Google one, and FeedSpirit. On every one of them, I have repeated feeds, and different ones, so I’ve decided to organize them, and put all of them in every place. Then I’ve thought: All in my life are like my bookmarks and feeds, all messed up. On my career, I’ve passed exams from 2nd year to 4th year, but I had left some of the subjects unpassed, which doesn’t allows me to go on my career. On my love life: Every time I have someone new that shows up in my heart, pending ghosts show up too –fucking ex-boyfriends, always showing up on the less adecuate moment-. In my personal life, the same: I’ve pending issues from all times, issues that doesn’t allows me to move on. And all fucked messed up issues, since the death of my grandmother when I was eight years old, until today issues. And I have to reorganize that too, because it’s fucking me up. The good news is that I’ve already started doing that. For example, creating a blog helps me out with the writing, which I wanted to do from a long time, I needed to write about everything, even not knowing if someone would listen. And for my surprise, I have a lot of readers, that supports my crazy head. I use the sarcasm as a way of life, ‘cause I know that if a problem is unsolvable, the best you can do is laugh about it.Doesn’t make me a much organized person, ‘cause I don’t solve anything by laughing, but makes me a happy one instead. I’m not complaining about it, only reflecting what I’m thinking.
I always have hard time trying to sleep when I had slept too much during the last night. Always found refreshing to think deep about stuff that isn’t important to anyone. Like the answer to the question of why the red is red and the green is green.Why the green is not red, and the red is not green. And the mixture of both, why is not called violet, and it’s called brown?. I’m thinking on that, among other stuff. I can’t sleep, and that makes me very reflexive. I’m thinking also that I have to download some laws from internet, but I don’t know which ones, I’ll have to update my law’s list. I also have to download the PostData cd, that they gave me the link yesterday. I have to the conference of author’s rights the day after tomorrow, and I have to inscribe myself today on that. I definitely need a cigarette. I need to print some stuff. I’d love to be in bed right now. I certainly have to talk to one of my best friends and ask her if she solved her things with a friend of hers, or if she will have an inmediate death because of that. I need to study a lot of things that I’ve got behind. I need to philosofy about the whereabouts of my life, and if I will pursue some of my dreams. I need to get a job. I have to finish my novel. I would like to meet someone famous. I would like to have a crystal ball and a lava lamp. I would like to learn some Russian. I have to travel soon, if I don’t, I would get mad. I’m nuts. I’m sayin’ nonsense. I should go to bed. Right now it’s 3 am, and I’ll have to go to classes at 10 am.
I've heard about the asian guy who slaughtered a lot of people. What does it matter if it is asian, european, african or amercian? It's part of the "yankee" culture to discriminate outsiders. And it's logical, we steal their jobs, populate their schools and universities, change their culture, and so on. But it isn't fair to us either, because when you go out of your country, you don't do it wanting it, you'll rather prefer to live in your country, but the country you leave doesn't gives you a bunch of opportunities. And it's awful to start over again, being away from family and friends. It's important to have all in consideration. And yankees don't most of the times. Luckly for me, i don't have to go out to earn my food.
How many times do we dream anything, asking it would be accomplished? I dream awake a lot, and I like that, for the exception that they are only dreams. But in my litlle effort to accomplish that dreams, I'm doing all in my reach to stop dreaming and put that dreams into action. So, here i am, not knowing what to do next. And saying nonsense, hahaha